Valentine d-day
February 14th!!!! Valentines day! A day of love! A day of joy! A day specifically for showing affection and admiration for that significant other...
UNLESS HE IS GOING ON A CAMPING TRIP WITH SOMEONE ELSE!!!!
*GRRRRRRRRRRRR*
Why does he do this?
He says, "Promise you won't get mad."
And then won't tell me until I promise.
So I do.
Then I inevitably break it.
Isn't it enough that he's spending his ONE off-weekend with them?!?!?!? Isn't it enough that I say it's cool for him not to come see me on that one weekend he has a chance to?!?!?! Am I not doing the right thing by being the good girlfriend while he's away?!?!?! Being understanding... forgiving... supportive.
Yeah... I was quite proud of myself for not getting upset about all that....
But now.... *oooooooooooooo* now he tells me...
"Don't get mad, but we're going on the 14th!!!!!"
On valentines day! On OUR STINKIN" DAY!!!!!!!!
My Gosh! How am I supposed to react to that? huh?
Am I overreacting?
If so... please forgive me.
I need to vent.
I don't like it.
I had a whole evening planned for us.
A candle-light dinner
Some nice music
A song
And now...
And now...
And now I'm spending it A-L-O-N-E!!!!
I have to calm down now.
I have to pray.
Maybe... maybe... no... it's wrong to wish that he won't go... I suppose that's expecting too much.
I don't hate him. I'm not really mad at him. I wouldn't want him to not go on the trip simply because he thinks I'll get mad.
I'm mad at the circumstances.
"Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails."
Good ol' Solomon... God! he knew his stuff!